I know that I have not updated this in awhile and I have had many many many dreams in the meantime, especially over the past two weeks. I will try to stay up on this, but it is hard if I cannot write them down immediately in the morning.
The one from this morning is already fast-fading.
I remember a house, and snow, and being angry that I was leaving it so late because of the weather. I remember some sort of secret lecture that we went to when we left the house. I was traveling with a family (my family?) and there were many children in a big van that I had to watch over. We went to the lecture and Jon was there, so were two friends from work. The friends from work were glaring at me. Jon was not sitting with me, and next to him was sitting a guy who kept staring at me like he knew me. I was not incredibly interested in the lecture, and it was a dark room where they were going to show a movie. So they said. I pulled out my laptop and started to email Jon when the mystery guy came over. I quickly shut the laptop and he said something like Good, you already have a pair. He meant my polarized sunglasses. I was not sure what he was talking about. I got up and started to leave the room because I was tired of being in there. Two people, a boy and girl, followed me. In the hallway, there was this rectangular column, but pretty big. The girl asked me if I wanted something different. I was confused. The lecture was going to be about vampires, whether they were real or not. The girl said that they were, and I was being offered the opportunity. If I did not, I could go back into the room and die like the rest. If I took it, I could save them all. There was no choice really, with Jon in there, and my friends from work. I said yes, and the column opened to reveal this small monster, to whom I had to offer my neck. I got scared and asked if it would hurt. He (it) said yes, at first. I closed my eyes and moved closer. It hurt.
The scene darkened and opened again, but I did not feel very different. I was a bit disoriented, but I went back into the room. Again, my friends were glaring at me, this time with suspicion. I saw Jon and the "family" I was traveling with, and I was scared. I went to leave again. There were people out in the hallway now, no column, and I shocked myself by thinking about how tasty their blood would be. I stumbled out, wanting to get out of there. I knew I had to leave Jon. But as I went out, my family caught up with me and I realized that I could not just go, I had to take care of them. I had to control myself and do the best I could for them. And so we left.
Time came in snapshots after this. The birth of my daughter, who could heal with her breath. She had other powers and was quite an old soul in a small young body.
I think after this, I had a dream that was mostly unconnected. It involved me going to the grocery store to buy food (possibly for the family) and my car turned into a protege/hatchback. There were two guys in the store withme, in matching track suits. And the one guy was on the phone with someone and he was gossiping about how he was out on a date with his gym trainer. I lost my car momentarily in the parking lot because I was listening to this guy and how happy he was. I found it, and started to put the groceries in, but my car was so so hot, and I had left some clothing and food in there. I *think* this happened after I left whatever family vacation thing I was on. There was a guy in there too, sleeping. He had had the windows closed and I wondered how he could do that, butI think maybe he was a vampire too.
And I woke up.
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