Sun, Feb 8, 2009

In the first part of this dream, I was looking over a travel catalog to find a place for my family to go. There were so many options and each time I flipped a page, it was like I was there, living it. The reason we were doing this is because we had just gotten back from this fantastic trip. I do not remember to where except that it was beautiful and had a lot of deep blue water. There was also something about kayaking and not having a helmet on and how scared I was that I would be flung out and hit my head on a rock.

Next, it was snowy out, but it was melting, and I was at someone's house. I feel like Gwen and the kids were there... there was a baby in a crib. The house was somewhat muted in colors, though I think there was red coming from the kitchen. There were a lot of people there, along with Jon. I had gone to talk with him because he was having trouble deciding who he wanted to be with. There was me, this slutty girl, and this really nice girl - the type you can walk all over. All of us were there, in fact, to talk with him about this.

He had been in the kitchen, talking to the slutty girl, but he came down the hallway when he saw me. I grabbed him by his collar and shoved him down on to the couch. I proceeded to slap him full open palm and then back handed on the other cheek. He liked it. I wanted to slap him again but I clenched my fists and I was so angry that I was shaking. I told him that he needed to decide right away what he wanted. And he said that he wanted me. I was happy, but I told him that I did not think he was really committed to that decision. I told him the slut wanted to talk to him too, and that she would probably just throw herself at him. His eyes lit up and he smiled. I got so angry and told him that when he proved he had gotten rid of the slut and the doormat, then he could have me. I walked out of the house as he went to talk to the slut.

I left the party in my car and drove into a city-like area that has been in my dreams before. I got a call on my cell phone and the ID says "New York City Dweller". I pick it up, and say hello to silence twice. Finally, a man's voice on the other line says hello in a southern drawl, but I had already gone to hang it up. I think it was Chris K. It sounded the way he would if he affected a southern drawl.

After this, I sort of work up, but in that twilight time, Chris's conversation continues and he is trying to get me to rent this apartment in the city.

Finally, I woke up. I know that there was a lot more to all of the dreams, but I do not remember.